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♥ 9:29 PM

there's so many many many tests next week!!!
7 subjects' tests gonna be packed all in one week!
i'm gonna die!
rawr.

so many homework today. but it's all a little bit here and there except amaths and emaths tys.
haizz.
i dont felt like doing!! D:
i need a rest. i want to sleep!
oh, speaking of sleep, there's flag day tmr!
meeting the others at compass bus interchange at 8am.
i need to wake up at 7!
aiya, at least it's one hour later than those five days. hahaha.

stayed back for class deco in these two days till the auntie chase us out of the school.
reached home at around 8. i missed 2 episodes of cruel temptation! D:

please dont give up on me.

♥ 10:27 PM

227th post!

was late for school for the 2nd time in 2010.
the stupid bus driver didnt see me flag the bus and just continue moving.
tai guo fen le lorr!!!
so in the end we take bus to hougang mall and then mrt,
hoping that mrt will help speed up.
in the end, still late.
so detention for 2h.
wasnt that bad. quite fun actually. hahas.
chionged up to dance studio at 5pm+.
everyone already left except for 3 people.
my attendance is marked a zero again.
rawr. D:
so did amaths with rose in the canteen.
sorry for keep bothering rose with my endless questions.
which is all in vain cos i cant remember what i'm doing le!
RAWR.
sorry ahhh, rose.
i'm gonna fail tomorrow's amaths test!
chapt thirteen is really yi qiao bu tong.
prepare to die.
DIE.
stayed till 7pm.
went to compass with yokeling, rose and sixuan.
bused. ate at 8pm+.
homework at 9pm.
was super super busy with homework nowadays.
i am very very tired now.
how i hope i can get sick then i can take some rest from schooling.
NEXT WEEK'S GONNA PACKED WITH TESTS AND TESTS AND MORE MORE TESTS!!
i want to die le la!! D:

'a gunshot or a loss of memory is all i need.
end it all; start all over again.

♥ 10:11 PM

"i was falling from the sky at 90 miles an hour, i was bound to crash and die.
save me from this place. i am falling. i've been waiting for you."

Save Me by Corrinne May.

♥ 4:32 PM

woke up at around 10.15am today and got ready for children church.
sixuan didnt go! D:
but it's okay, i still have vivian. right, vivian? hahaha.
EE KHAI IS SO CUTE!!
and i think he had a haircut. hahaha.
sadly, i found out that ee khai's not going to be in my class when we need to split classes.
rawr. i want ee khai! D:
hahas.

i invited vivian over to my house today since she has got nothing to do.
and she has seen how messy my house is. hahaha.
supposed to be helping my mum clean up the house but due to uncompleted homework, i cant. =P
i did help with the windows though.
been called shortie by my good sister cos i cant reach the curtains.
tai guo fen le. hahas.

seriously, i think there's something wrong with my voice.
something's stuck in my throat.
ever since i gulped down one spoonful of super hot soup accidentally down my throat.
rawr.

mentally and physically tired.
physically tired cos i didnt get enough sleep plus the pressure from tons of homework.
mentally tired cos i think too much and kept too much things to myself.
so much that i cant take it anymore.

♥ 8:20 PM

had amaths pre-requisite test yesterday.
was super stressed and nervous especially a few minutes before the test.
kind of late for the test. sorry. =P
the test was okay la. kind of straightforward but i still have some questions i dont know how to do.
i dont know how to do the last 3 questions which worth a total of 13 marks!
those questions are from chapt 11 which is the chapt i gave up on. haizz.
i also scared that i may have many careless mistakes and horr, what i think is correct would turn out wrong!
i really hope i can pass this test!
though i dont like maths and think that amaths is really ADDITIONAL maths and dont understand whats the use of studying extra maths, i really dont wanna drop amaths!
hahaha. it's kind of contradicting right? =P
ohyea, thanks everyone for the good luck and your tremendous support!
and thanks for believing in me! :D
aishiteru wa~ <3

woohoo! today half day lehh! to celebrate olevel results.
muahahaha!
actually planned to watch sherlock holmes then shopping today.
but then i spoil everything!
i'm so sorry everyone!
especially to angela, i'm so sorry! i know you wanted to watch sherlock holmes for a very long time le! sorry to crush your dream! gomenasai!
and jingrong, it's not your fault okay? it's me lorr. so dont think too much and get sad about it, kay? ((:

then sixuan came to my house for allen kun! :D
i missed allen kun already! hahaha.
okay, back to reality. i need to complete my homework! arghh. D:

i'm still thinking whether to take design or psychology.
hmmmmm.
aiya, wait till i pass my olevels first. hahaha. xD

'rawr.

♥ 5:36 PM

arghh. going to take chinese olevel result tomorrow!
i confirm wont get A1 one lorr. but then if i need to drop higher chinese, i'll break down.
how? i'm so worried now. i doubt i can pay attention to lessons tomorrow.
actually, now worry also no use. the result is already set. haizz.

first class of the year in children church today.
suddenly feel very unfamiliar with everything even though it's still like the same as last year.
and i still think that i'm useless.
i suddenly dont know how to communicate with the children. rawr.
i hate this me. rawr rawr rawr. D:

hoho. went nyp and tp's open house yesterday.
still deciding between the two. most likely tp cos got psychology. hahahas.
but then nyp got cosplay! hahaha. =P
the thing about tp is that it's too far away from my house.
rawr.

homework load is getting heavier though it's still the beginning.
i wonder how i'm going to cope in the next few months lorr. haizzz.

'too overwhelming. D:

♥ 9:09 PM

hoho.
i'm supposed to be doing homework NOW and yet i am typing this post.
anyway, i managed to survive the first week of sec four life!!
how surprising! hahaha! xD
there are loads of homework!
but i managed. thank God! ((:
now the thing that i'm worried about most is amaths test!
i havent do anything about amaths yet!!!!! how?!!
and coming on second, is chinese olevel results!
i know i cant get A1 but i dont want to drop higher chinese!!
why cannot get A1 then have to drop?!
unreasonable!!!! D:

went shopping in compass to look for birthday presents.
walk for super long time. it's so difficult to make decisions!
then i spent money again on food!
the durian pancake is super nice! ((:

need to wake up super early tomorrow for sec one orientation! D:
then we'll go to poly open house. :D
cant wait! hahaha. :DD

' SMILE :DD

♥ 10:35 PM

baboo.
it's 10.36 now. i'm supposed to be doing homework and yet am posting.

is it too late to make a new year resolution now?
i wanted to post it here so that i can remind myself. hahaha.
one. i have to start working hard towards olevels like now so that i will not regret in future.
two. stop thinking about other things and focus on work.
three. other than work, learn to relax a little too. xD
four. learn how to motivate myself to work.
five. spend lesser time online.
six. follow the pace of the teachers.
seven. got homework today? finish it by today.
eight. no tv until i finish my work.
nine. seek help when i need them. [sorry guys if you are the one. hahaha. =P]
ten. sleep!

phew. am i able to accomplish all those? it's like one year!
okay, i've decided that i shall only watch cruel temptation per school day then do my work till 11pm then sleep.
hope i am able to sustain it. hahaha.

ganbatte minna san! :D

♥ 1:42 PM

woohooo.
it's the 1st day of the year today!
once again,
shinnen omedato gozaimasu, minna!
have a fantastic year ahead! and lets work hard together and strive for the best!
forget about all the unhappy things in the year 2009 cos its 2010 now! hahaha.
lets create happy and unforgettable memories together in this new year! yay! hahaha.
and thanks those people out there for being there for me always! thanks! :D

anyway, had cell bonding on the 30th to 31st of december.
went to church only at around 8pm.
i wanted to reach at 7.30 de la. then i watch tv watch until 8. hahaha. oops. sorry.
then ehh, played some games then chatted until around 5am in the morning!
i had broken my last record of 4am! yay! hahaha.
couldnt wake up in the next morning for breakfast but in the end, i manage to wake up at around 10am.
brushed up and got ready for breakfast.
ate economic bee hoon! i was super full! haha.
then blablabla.
couldnt eat lunch cos of breakfast so ate sushi.
i long time no eat sushi le! i cant even remember when's the last time i ate! hahaha.
then around 3.30pm reach church.
I'M SO SORRY GUYS! we are late for half an hour! sorry!!! GOMENASAI!
then announcement of new cell next year.
ME AND SIXUAN IS TOGETHER!!!
YAY!!!
i'm so worried that i may not be able to take another blow if we are not together again!
hahas.
then blablabla.
dinner at kovan.
then blablabla, watchnight service.
WORSHIP IS GREAT! :D
yay yay yay! i want more! :D :D :D
hahahaha. i crazy le. xD
then countdown at the last few seconds.
AND ITS 2010!! hahaha. :D
everyone was like good luck of olevels. xuete, first minute of the year then worry about olevels le. haizz.
then the next minute, HOMEWORK!
i still have so much to do!!!!!!! i dont know how le la! DIE!
okay, i should be grasping time to do homework like now but i'm typing this post. hahaha.
oops. =P

okay, i need to go cook my maggi mee le. lunch eat maggi mee again! so sad. hahas.
okay, byebye.

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